SniperAngel

I think I haven’t checked my character for the past six to eight weeks because of my busy schedule. It was a real life battle I must hurdle almost everyday I almost forgot my online sanctuary. You can also notice the gaps between my entries because, being a hyperactive Type A personality human I also get exhausted sometimes. But other than that I think I had a natural death, drive wise.

Last night while preparing my things for the meeting today about the Level Up Booth I was able to talk to one of my seniors in Ragnarok-ph forums. He asked me about some cards if ever I have them, he’ll buy them because he needs em. But I declined with the payment and I said take it whenever you need it, no payment necessary. Weird, I am a very business minded person but for some reason I declined for the payment. Have I left the game? Partly because I have no time to log in. But I still have seven inactive accounts of varying levels and job classes.

I dunno. The drive died perhaps because when the time that drive is on its peak, I am not seeing results. One example is the Level Up City booth approval email. We’ve submitted our application forms personally at the Level Up office at the last week of August. Today is October 13, 2007. More than a month already for just a single email that will confirm our participation. How long does it take to compose an electronic mail? We just need a yes and the details of the booth mechanics on November. Is that something hard to do? I lost some organizers and participants because they think it is so futile to establish a booth that is two weeks away.

Have I left the game? No. Well maybe some part of me but not all of me. There is still this grain of drive left for me to go on. When will that be? I’m not even sure myself. The things that connect me to Ragnarok Online are just Ragnaboards, the forum I serve in which is Ragnarok-ph.com and GM Tristan and Waukster’s Blogs. Stepping inside the game? Not anytime soon.