SniperAngel

By the time I am composing this entry I’m waiting until 12:30am to take my medicine. I’m currently having a headache but my eyes won’t shut I almost taped them literally. But well, by the time I was about to say I hate insomnia [or being nocturnal] because it will terribly affect my training scheme I was already slapped by facts about other people who had no choice but to stay awake.

My day was good. I woke up at 6am, turned off the alarm and closed my eyes. By the time I opened them again it was already 11:15am. This is my common routine. Well even worse sometimes I open my eyes, open the tv and it was already the 3 ‘o clock prayer. Maybe this is one of the major reasons I won’t gain any weight. Most of the time I only eat twice a day; a late brunch and a dinner.

Today I managed to meet my prospect ninang Ate Tin with her Mom and Dad and baby Isha. She gave me the sample bags for the booth we’ll be installing on November. I gave her chicharon and pastillas because she told me she missed those. Before we part ways she treated me at Wendy’s and had a short chit-chat. This short talk made me realize that her dad and my dad works at the same country which is Libya, and same city which is Tripoli. Small world isn’t it?

At the bus station my head starts to hurt. I took Biogesic with some Iced Tea and Chocolate with Almonds because I think I’m starting to turn Hypoglycemic. But the headache didn’t wear off until now. Great. But at least the chocolate taste good.

I’m starting to hate insomnia; but then again there are some facts that made me think that I am still lucky.

Few days ago I asked my friend how can I restart my body clock to actually wake at about 5am and sleep at 10pm. He told me that if ever I sleep at 2am today, set my alarm at 6am. It worked, but only on the first day. My training will start on Tuesday but my system is not prepared. But heck, it’s already coming so I just need to adjust a bit.

My problem is that when I retire at about 9pm my eyes won’t just shut off. I’ve already said my prayers and yet I still can’t sleep. Thinking too much? Maybe.

One of my friends told me “Mag-Call Center Agent ka, bagay yun sa Circadian Rhythm mo”. Well, it is a funny thought. But it gave me a wandering reflection that some actual call center agents struggle to stay awake just to earn money. This scenario is true as well to security guards who risk their lives for the establishment they are guarding. I’m still grateful I guess.