SniperAngel

For some reason this entry is about ramblings, or maybe salad of emotions and goals. I had so much warped road in my life that within me is a longing gamer that is hoping that some things in-game are just real.

Resurrection

I want to resurrect my relatives that I need to know more. Even just for a day. My grandfathers, my uncle that looks like me and everyone. A day would be enough for me I think, if longer than it isn’t possible. This reminds me of Artificial Intelligence when David asked the aliens to resurrect his mom. It forms the bond once more between me and my relatives that I missed out when they are still alive.

Portals of Destination

If a Blue Gemstone is real and I’m an Acolyte, I’d rather save my memo points to different places. Japan, where my girlfriend is right now will be one of those. We do talk a lot thru ym but emoticon floods still wont suffice a longing heart. She’ll be back in a matter of weeks but still that is few moments away. A portal, to be with my friends in split second and after the loading screen I’m there. To connect closer and not in a wide span of cyberspace. Skin to skin, embraced warmly.

If MMORPG is real, I’d rather choose the classic genre. No wars, no conflicts, no suffering. I’ve had enough in real life. I may not be directly affected, but looking at the teary eyes of suffering children and other victims of war is as good as being there. In MMORP, although there are still scammers on the side, it is much better. Although there is still corruption, it is not as bad as iRL. And there is still a connection between citizens, with bare discrimination. This is one of the things I wish is real, and I’m longing for. Because real life is sometimes so congesting to the soul, you run away and play.

This is a reflection on GM Tristan Online’s Group Writing Project. Now that is emo. Lol.