Self Doubt: In me and what I can do
May 10th, 2007 by SniperAngel
 
For each child it is a serious undertaking not to be confused with diversion or idle use of time. Play is not folly. It is purposeful activity.
Alessandrini, 1949
    I got that quotation somewhere in google together with the picture of a young baby tackling some blocks. What do those blocks mean? I’m confused. [Lol.]
   I’ve been on vacation for almost a year now but like I said to my girlfriend last night I can’t feel that motivation just yet. But as the conversation continued we both realized it was actually self-doubt. I mean big self doubt.
   I dunno. Many people [well at least more than my fingers] believe what I can do, but I myself can’t see it. That’s why up to now I can’t settle for that action. But anyway, I’ll be submitting my resume to the two hospitals I want to train next week. I hope I’ll be one of the applicants who will pass their standards. -_- I keep telling my mom that I want to be a professor but as they say experience is the best teacher. Fine, I’ll train.

